make another character so you can bot freely, I know what it's like as I was the best druid healer on the server (out of 3)... trying to bot is really hard and they do not like the fact that you bot, as they tried to test me and I was online at the time.
it's so much better when you make another character, trust me.. you'll also find out that you've been making excuses on why you're not botting more.